Best describes my state of mind at the moment. Feel as if I can't think straight, can't think of the right words to say. It's as if a fog has descended. Not coping with even the most simple stuff. 'Senior moments' are becoming more and more frequent. Recently I've been in a bit of a dark place, for various reasons, and it's affected me in different ways. During a random discussion at work today I happened to say that I find it impossible to relax at any time, which was probably a bit of a shocking statement. On the surface I seem to be this chilled out, laid back, easy going person when I'm really a control freak in a constant state of underlying anxiety.
However, there is so much to be grateful for. Being lucky enough to love (and being loved by) the people who matter. Reasonably good (physical) health. And then the small matter of going on holiday in a couple of weeks. Who knows? I might even learn to relax.
