Just because I'm losing, doesn't mean I'm lost

Got Coldplay on the iPod tonight (which explains that post-heading).

I don't usually try to be gender-specific on any of my blogs but this is unashamedly a female-and-fortysomething post, and a very personal one.

Doing a lot of "coming to terms with...." at the moment. Some things which weren't good are now much better (yeah, cryptic, I know), however my emotional highs and lows of the last couple of years would seem to have been a lead-up to something more inevitable when you are a woman of a certain age....

Therefore, apologies in advance for any blog-mood-swings and erratic behaviour - but hey I thought that was the norm anyway :)