Sweet dreams

Yesterday I bought a rather gorgeous new duvet cover.

(picture above courtesy of www.tjhughes.co.uk)

Heavy snow...!

We really shouldn't be getting snow at this time of year, but as I look out the window at 10.00 am on a Sunday morning, a few inches of snow have fallen overnight and at the moment it's so heavy that it's virtually zero visibility. Apparently it's about minus 4 degrees today.

But it's nice and warm in here - fingers and everything else crossed that the new central heating system doesn't let us down over what's going to be a long long winter.

In the meantime, Christmas is going on all around us - yes, the world's most insignificant Christmas lights are back, and in traditional control-freak style I've got most of my Christmas shopping done. At the moment though, I can't totally focus on the forthcoming festivities if I'm honest: my mum's still very sick and the only thing that matters is looking after her and helping her get well again.

My other focus at the moment is losing weight of course: this week I stayed the same, which I was quite happy about, considering there's not been much in the way of exercise due to a nasty recurrence of my back problem.

This is all beginning to sound like the blog of doom and gloom isn't it....don't mean it to sound like that, as my mood is significantly lighter than it was a week ago, and I feel as if I'm coming out of the dark tunnel. There are always some nice, happy things going on too, and I really need to write about them as well, because I'm a glass-half-full kind of person after all :)

...I've only been looking for this for 25 years!

This post shouldn't really be over here, but it didn't really fit EuropeCrazy either, as it didn't mention anything in particular (!)

If someone was to ask what was the best thing about the internet, apart from blogging of course, I'd have to say that it's the world's biggest and best jukebox!

SAD-ness, weight loss and a little black dress

After having my suspicions over the past week or so, I finally threw up my hands in the air yesterday and admitted that I'm going through yet another bout of the winter blues. For a number of years I've suffered from SAD (seasonal affective disorder) as, apparently, do millions of other people in this country.

When you get to the stage when you're no longer able to function, when you're unable to cope with even the simplest task, when you just want to shut the door and never come back out of the house, when you find it 99% impossible to socially interact with your workmates and friends, then that's the time to admit it's back again. The hardest part is trying to explain it to people who don't understand, who think you're just being anti-social, or weird, or just plain "off" with them. When in fact I'm still the same old me, only shut inside this dark tunnel with everything closing in. So I know what to do to make it better...getting the light box out this week, and going to try Vitamin D (one of my friends suggested this really works).

It wasn't all bad yesterday though: I have lost 2lbs this week, bringing my total weight loss over the last 4 weeks to = 4lbs. Have also lost inches over the last couple of weeks and starting to notice a difference in my body shape.

Something really good happened today: I went shopping in Matalan and bought a fabulous little black lace mini-dress which I'm going to wear to a Christmas night out. The best thing of all was that it was in a smaller size than what I usually buy! Here it is, courtesy of the Matalan website:

She's taller and thinner than I am though :)

Climbing the walls!

No I've not taken up abseiling or whatever you call it....it's just week 2 on the WeightWatchers Pro Points Plan. No, there's nothing wrong with the plan at all, it's one of those "it's not you, it's me" situations.

Unlike last time, when I was only playing at losing weight (although I did lose a bit back then), this time it's serious and my level of commitment over the last 2 weeks has been, if I might say so, very impressive. However this has led to increased levels of agitation and grumpiness, which I'm not really used to, but if that's the signs of unhealthy food withdrawal then so be it. I guess it's a bit like someone giving up smoking, (a habit which, thankfully, has never interested me) and going through that withdrawal phase, although in a different way.

It's weigh-in day tomorrow and I'm very, very nervous. Fingers crossed the hard work pays off....

Answers 24 hours from now.

Keep it (un)real

Feeling a bit strange at the moment. Nothing new, I hear you say, but it's as if I'm having this out of body experience, like staring into a shop window. A kind of outside-looking-in feeling I guess.
Don't really want to be involved in anything right now, apart from blogging and cosy nights in with my loved ones. Don't want to go out or socialise. I'm not depressed or anything, just going through this little phase of unreality, this 'please leave me alone and don't bother me' phase. Always get this way at this time of year, it's just hit me a little earlier than usual.

Of course that doesn't apply to my parallel blog-life, in which everyone is welcome and I still very much feel a part of. Although it's frustrating that there aren't enough hours in the day to write all the blog posts I want to write. So in the meantime, as in the real life....you can only do what you can :)

It's ok....

Stayed the same on this week's weigh-in. Which is ok considering I only officially restarted WeightWatchers on Monday but it's actually my third week proper.

What really pleased me was a 1½" inch loss. That mini-stepper might just be getting me results, however due to a slight back pain relapse there hasn't been much action over the last few days.

So all in all, it's early days, but I'm quite happy.

Back on track

Last night I rejoined WeightWatchers Online: this also coincided with the launch of their new ProPoints plan.

For the last two weeks I've had this little lead-in period to get myself into the habit of watching what I'm eating, and also building up my exercise. Of course my ongoing lower back pain means no more aerobics for now, but I'm on the mini stepper and it seems to be improving my general fitness and my walking-to-work speed. Maybe not quite at the power walking stage, but it's verging on brisk :)

I need the discipline of WW right now, to make me think about what I'm eating instead of jumping in and eating any old rubbish. I know that there's going to be a number of "stages" over the coming weeks and months - now I'm at the enthusiastic-beginner stage, but then it won't be long till the novelty-wears-off stage, followed by the bitter-and-twisted stage (who said that's already happened????)

Anyway the first two days have gone well.

Until tomorrow night, when I'm going out for dinner :0

Oops!

Zzzzzz....

Been feeling very tired this week, even though the general fitness levels are finally rising. Had a lot of stuff to do at home and that combined with my internet being out of action for a while, meant that my planned return to regular blogging was put on hold (yet again). Oh well, maybe next week???

Tomorrow is weigh-in day, which I'm quite nervous about even though the willpower has been very strong this week. Of course the new Weight Watchers plan starts next week so I'm rejoining WW Online next Monday when the Pro Points plan gets underway. The last couple of weeks have been a bit of a build-up with the food diaries etc so getting ready to throw myself into being a complete diet bore once again!

Fresh start

I've decided that too many things have been getting me down lately, which isn't really like me. The back pain got to such a painful stage that I couldn't function; I got so stressed out with work stuff; and I got frustrated that all the things I'd planned to do in my 'month of limited blogging' didn't really work out. And then there was the weight gain....

So I've decided it's time for a more positive attitude. I'm feeling a bit better now - the back pain is now at its most manageable stage in months, and I even got one of the rooms painted today, finally felt some achievement.

The big news is that I've decided to rejoin Weight Watchers in the next couple of weeks, as I'm curious and intrigued by this new plan which was mentioned in all the newspapers yesterday. Although I'm feeling better now, I still can't throw myself into exercising the way I used to, so I'll have to concentrate a bit more on controlling the food intake. More to follow!

It's not been all bad though, as there have been some good things going on - a couple of weeks ago I went out for a night out in the city with faithful travelling companion, and we spent an overnight in a hotel which was very nice indeed. Must do that again sometime :)

Let's do the time warp again

Tonight the clocks go back, signalling the end of British Summer Time (what a joke) and bringing in, for a SAD sufferer, what is my least favourite time of year. Darkness, darkness and more darkness. But someone mentioned the other day that it's only about 8 weeks till the shortest day and then it starts getting lighter again.

I know it's a bit early but to completely confuse myself, I've been all around the house in the last half hour and have put back every watch and clock so it's now 9.55 pm and not 10.55. Determined tonight to get that extra hour's sleep, it's about the only good thing that this clocks-back carry-on has going for it, really.

There seems to be some kind of ongoing campaign against daylight saving time/putting the clocks back and if this actually comes to anything, count me in. Found this Guardian editorial which makes some very pertinent points: http://www.guardian.co.uk/theguardian/2010/oct/30/unthinkable-double-summertime-daylight-saving

Not only would we save energy, but those of us whose moods can often be (very) seriously affected by the dark nights, would get an extra hour of daylight per day, thus improving our moods and productivity. What's not to like?

But this is Britain, and this country is totally rubbish at the minute, and it's yet another thing which is never likely to happen. We live in hope though....

Day 2

It was a little bit better this morning, but by late afternoon the sneezing and the dripping started again and hasn't really stopped. Now I have a headache which I didn't have before, so the best course of action is paracetamol and an early night.

I've got to feel better tomorrow....too much to do and I can't be ill :(

Sniff.

In the words of the ancient Azerbaijan philosopher...."drip drop, drip drop".

That's the sound of my nose this evening. This morning I woke up with a slightly ticklish feeling in my throat, followed by a stinging in my ears, then the dripping started at precisely 3.45 pm this afternoon, followed by a very aggressive bout of sneezing which has lasted for the past five hours. Add to that my impersonation of Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer (10 weeks early, I know) and voila! Your humble blogger is in the depths of the annual October Cold, which I could probably set my watch to every year.

Hoping, hoping, hoping it won't last long. Maybe that was why I've been feeling so down lately, because this was working on me?

Anyway it's a good excuse to get the cosy winter pyjamas on and wallow in self-pity, interrupted by violent sneezing of course. I'm sitting here, in my bed, with two hankies stuffed up my nose. A more glamorous image you couldn't possibly think of :)

Update tomorrow. For now though, it's paracetamol, a hot water bottle and an early night - well early for me anyway - lights out at 11pm tonight!

The downward spiral

I am reliably informed by my biorhythm generator (the chart which, with spooky accuracy, describes my life) that I am on a downward spiral to the bottom of the emotional and intellectual scale, so that would probably explain why I'm so fed up and why my brain is scrambled at the moment :(

Better.

Apologies for the self-pitying tone of that previous post, but that's how I've been feeling the past couple of days, so it has to be said.

On the plus side however, I got my haircut this afternoon which is a great delight as I've been searching for a new hairdresser for the last 6 months since the infamous hair-butchery incident earlier in the year. I like my new haircut - it's just like my old one only done properly - and as someone once said, "I'll be back".

Feeling a bit better tonight after an evening of rest and relaxation. In these days of very limited blogging (even though I'm actually writing a blog post, right this minute) I have come to treasure sleep, and early nights, and not burning the candle at both ends. But I miss the blogging-buzz too. I suppose these few weeks is just about restoring the balance before throwing myself into it all again.

So in the new tradition of my limited-blogging weeknights, I'm off to sleep now. At 11.20 pm. Who'd have thought it?

Low

Can't explain why, but I've been feeling very low, and very sad, and agitated, and irritable over the last two to three days. For no reason.

Unfortunately this also means that I say hurtful things, and that I can misinterpret the words of others to be hurtful too.

It will pass....I just wish it would hurry up in passing.

10, 10, 10, 10, 10

So what earth-shattering thing was I doing at the never-to-be repeated time of 10.10 am on 10.10.2010?

Painting radiators in my house actually, which is earth-shattering enough to me I guess.

During my 'month of limited blogging' (which will probably go on for about another 4 weeks) I'm painting my house and doing other little home-improvement things and outstanding jobs which should probably have been done about five years ago or thereabouts. And I'm also trying to get fit again, although these efforts have been hampered by a recurrence of my lower back pain, which reached such a crippling level during the week that at one point I couldn't move at all. Happily, it's getting better and I'm beginning to walk normally again.

The plan to join a Zumba class has been abandoned for the time being - need to concentrate on getting my walking speed up again before I can even think about dancing :)

Also, some good news: lost 1lb this week, which is probably due to increased water intake than anything else. But the most important thing is that it's a start, although the focus in the next few weeks will be on improving fitness rather than losing weight.

Duffel coat / going brunette for winter.

Bought this today in Peacocks, with my birthday money :) http://www.peacocks.co.uk/product/index.jsp?productId=4370121

Tomorrow I'm going brunette for the next 5 months or so. That will solve the problem of my red hair clashing with my red coat!!

Happy birthday Google.

Two big significant birthdays this week: Google's and mine ;))

Anyway Google is 12 today, which means it was born in 1998, which was my first year on the internet too, which therefore means I can't remember web-life without Google in it.

Happy birthday Google, and don't get too stroppy now you're a teenager!

Autumnal

Although the weather has been rather nice over the last couple of days - no rain and even some sunshine, the fact remains that autumn is knocking on the door. So I guess it's time to change the colour of the blog yet again to a more appropriate autumn background.

Been feeling very lazy over the past couple of days. And why not? Still on holiday.

Holiday.....celebrate!

Finished up at work today and I'm not back in the office till 28th September :)))))))

Random Ramblings is now officially on summer holiday. Check out my post over at EuropeCrazy for more info...the same applies to over here of course.

See you later!

Do as I say, not as I do

I ranted recently about everything my town doesn't have. What it does have is lots of fish and chip shops and takeaway shops, all fighting for our cash, particularly the lucrative school dinner market. Whilst out at lunchtime today, I couldn't believe the number of high school pupils standing outside a chip shop, (not one of the better chip shops either) eating sausages and burgers and chips. I shook my head and pondered depressingly to myself about the next generation of the obesity crisis, no wonder we're the sick man of Europe, blah blah blah.

So far so good. But then I made my way to another chippy - now this is one of the best - ....and entered it.

Fritters. Yum.

Yes I know I'm a bit overweight, and have a family history of heart disease, and that I'm storing up major problems for myself for the future, but hey....what the heck. Sometimes you just have to.

October 2010: payback time.

Ironing board covers? Forget it.

God I hate this town so much. And every day I get little reminders, like pop-up windows, reminding me why I hate this town so much - and this is just since yesterday:

You can't get reasonably priced 2 litre bottles of Coca Cola: you have to buy 3 litre ones.

You can't buy decent leggings unless you're a size 10.

You can't buy decent bath essence.

Now add to the list the complete absence of ironing board covers.

I hate this town. The only decent thing about it is the buses and the trains, taking everyone to more decent towns than this one. My only consolation is that there are worse towns than this one, believe it or not.

Time out

Got a day away from my desk and took myself away to another room for some time-out to catch up on work before finishing up for hols soon.

It was nice because I took my iPod with me (a change from our now music-free office environment) and I definitely found that a playlist of Empire of the Sun, Jamiroquai, Oskar Linnros and the complete works of Salem Al Fakir boosted my administrative productivity, alongside my self-inflicted strategy to boost it even more:- lights off + heating turned off + window open = type faster. I sound like a wannabe dictator in the making, although I'm far too nice for that.

Frustration, frustration, frustration....and a blogger with a board

I'll be having some major work done in my home towards the end of the coming week. That's straightforward enough so far, although the usual chaos and carnage is expected. The timing's pretty rubbish as I'm going on holiday in 9 days' time but there you go.

However one other piece of work which urgently needs done....well it hasn't been done, we've had three rotten days as a result of said workman making a complete c**k-up and this really needs to be done...we're fed up. Alors on danse....

On the up side, the holiday is approaching (although my weight-loss battle has been lost this time, but, as those two nice Latvian boys once sang, "the war is not over"). Planning to start Zumba in October, providing I can get some co-ordination and a sense of rhythm by then :)

Even though I spend lots of time on the computer and I'm employed in administration, I wouldn't really call myself a computer whizzkid so I'm particularly chuffed that I've been able to set up a messageboard for Planet Salem. I was previously a blogger, now I'm a blogger with a board.

Messing around again

You'd think I had nothing better to do, spending my evening messing around with blog templates when in fact real-life-stuff is actually taking over, big time, and big upheaval is on the way at EuropeCrazy HQ - I'll find out on Tuesday just when it will all happen. All that and a holiday in two weeks...

The guy who wrote the unfinished symphony

That's who I feel like. In work and at home, I've started so much but not managed to finish anything.

Blog/internet time will be limited this weekend - now there's a major challenge! - in order to finish off some long overdue tasks.

Weight: stayed the same this week, but that's ok as I've made no effort whatsoever to do anything about it.

The opportunity has presented itself for me to go to a Zumba class, which is very tempting however there could be a slight problem here as I have two left feet and no sense of rhythm :)

Brrr.

A surprisingly sunny day followed by a surprisingly chilly night. I'm sitting here at EuropeCrazy HQ pondering whether or not to a) put the heating on; b) get the hot water bottle looked out; or c) retrieve the industrial-strength dressing gown from the wardrobe.

I guess summer's over then :(

My new obsession.

I'm a coffee-holic, always have been. My coffee machine is one of my most treasured possessions, a trip to Whittards is like a kid being let loose in a toy shop, and going out for a coffee is always a fulfilling adventure.

However, drinking instant coffee at work hasn't always been so fulfilling. Until this week, when I discovered Percol Espresso. Opening the jar is like an explosion of the senses, and drinking it ...well, wow.

I wondered why I got a bit more hyper than usual today :))

http://www.percol.co.uk/

Relaxation/Laziness.

It's what weekends are all about :)

The most exciting thing I did all weekend (apart from blogging and watching a virtual concert by my most favourite singer in the whole wide world, you know the one) was...going to Aldi. For anti-ageing creams and stuff, which are actually rather good.

Yep, after the little expeditions and retail therapy trips of recent weeks I chose a wind-down weekend before I have to start list-making for my Turkish holiday, which is just 21 days away. Like, no pressure or panic. Aargh!

Unfortunately I've had a major fall off the fitness wagon this week, so it's right back on it again tomorrow!

All killer, no filler

I know this is a music-related post so it doesn't belong here, but here it is anyway....

This weekend my iPod reached full capacity.

Now there are two things you can do in this situation: you can buy a new one with more capacity, or you can get the quality control hat on....

I like my old iPod too much to get a new one, so I went for option two and ruthlessly un-ticked about 100 songs on iTunes. Of course the best thing about having an iPod and iTunes means that you're only ever going to listen to good stuff, that you'll never have to suffer Scouting for Girls or "JA-SON DERUUUUUULLLOOO" ever again. But sometimes it just gets a little overcrowded so it was quality control time :)

For me, my iPod is the world's best radio station, and today the world's best radio station just got better. There are now exactly 1000 songs on it, no more, no less. Today I was off work for a very productive day of pre-holiday retail therapy (for a holiday I still haven't booked yet) and my day was soundtracked by my new leaner, meaner iPod, on shuffle and I didn't have to hit the skip button once :)))

Sunday morning swimming, inch loss and pedometers

As part of my ongoing fitness drive I went to my local swimming pool this morning. I hadn't been in a swimming pool since my summer holiday last September so I thought it was about time that I went back.

And then I realised why I hadn't been for so long. Half the pool fenced off for swimming lessons, and no room to swim because of some seriously beyond-morbidly obese people. No offence to big people - I'm no stick insect myself, but these people were huge, massive, in a Channel Five 'Britain's Fattest Swimmers'-documentary-kind-of-way.

Anyway I enjoyed it, when I did actually get some space to swim :)

In related news, I didn't lose any weight this week but there's good news on the inch loss front. In the past two weeks I've lost 3½" in total, from various places!

Never managed 10,000 steps per day with the pedometer though - came very close yesterday with 9433 steps and walked a total of 4.67 miles. More about that adventure, later tonight over at EuropeCrazy.

Owwwww...

One is feeling a little rough today. That'll teach me :)

Socialising!

Please excuse me tonight because I'm a little...."well-oiled" :)

Today was my best friend's final day in the office, tonight was her leaving night and then it was onwards to the local Wetherspoons....a great night had by all, but I'll probably pay for it tomorrow as I'm really not used to socialising on a "school night"...

The joys of online friendship

On yet another non-related topic, my online life continues to bring me so much happiness and (virtual) social interaction in a way that the 'real life' often fails to deliver. I have "met" so many lovely people who share many of my interests and outlook on life - how often can you say that about the day-to-day?

I found this lovely blog post tonight which, for me, just said it all, and I wanted to share it with you.
http://www.erik-rasmussen.com/blog/2008/03/15/friends-ive-never-met/

To all my (true) blogging friends: thank you.

Unreasonable, but still dreaming

It's not fun having your dreams crushed. I know I'm being completely unreasonable but just don't expect me to stop dreaming...

New week, new challenges!

On Saturday I bought a pedometer as I'm curious about just how many steps I take each day. Aren't you supposed to walk 10,000 or thereabouts?

Today, apparently, my walk to work consisted of the grand total of 1315 steps. As I'm mainly desk-bound, I don't get so much walking whilst at work, but I do have a little trek at lunchtime so I'll be counting again.

Edit: actually I forgot to put the pedometer on at lunchtime, so today's steps won't be such an accurate reading.

Big fanfare....today's total steps including walking to and from work followed by brief aerobics/exercise session = 3134. Hmm. I'll smash that total tomorrow because Tuesday is lunchtime power-walk day :)))

It's going to be quite an emotional week ahead: my best friend at work, who is a good few years older than me, is retiring this week. On the one hand I'm really happy for her, and she's getting out at the right time (!) but on the other hand I'm really going to miss her of course. (We will of course be keeping in touch). Anyway I think it's beginning to hit me now that this is her final week, we've worked together (in the same building, originally in the same section but then in different sections) for 15 years, so it's only natural that I'm feeling a bit down about it now :(

New trainers

Had a really good day today, and it started very well with a trip to Sports Direct on what was a very fruitful search for new trainers. £15: job done.

(picture courtesy of http://www.sportsdirect.com/)

So here it is, merry Christmas.

Yeah you heard right.

Today is 7th August 2010. To all intents and purposes it's still summer: people are still on summer holidays, works and offices are still not fully staffed, schools and colleges are still on leave and in denial about all the 'back to school' stuff in the shops, and although the nights are drawing in it's still light till 9.00 pm.

Whilst in our local branch of the wonderful Card Factory today, we spotted our first Christmas cards of 2010.

I really don't want to say any more :(

Finally, a result.

I'm at the end of week 2 of my diet/fitness plan, during which my body totally broke down, I got stressed (non diet related), I got sad, I got cranky and agitated which just isn't me, and all in all it's just been a pretty c**p fortnight.

But this morning I went on the scales. I've lost 1lb. Maybe not much when you think how much some people lose in a week, but that's a big big deal for me. And I'm happy about it. And it's Friday.

Now I just need to sort all the other stuff that's stressing me out....now that could take some time :O

Body = shutdown.

My body now feels as if it's gone into a total shutdown, so giving it a rest until Sunday again.

Will try to eat sensibly this weekend, although I'm going out for dinner with my friends tomorrow and then lunch with faithful travelling companion on Saturday.

I'm quite excited about Saturday, because we're planning a day trip to a part of the country that I've never visited before. Fingers crossed the rain's not too heavy.

Day three of the fitness regime.

And on the third day my body couldn't take much more, with the combined hit from three consecutive nights of painting, three days of work and resuming my walking/exercise routine.

Tonight I rest.

Banishing my evil twin

From today it gets serious. I've decided to say goodbye to my evil twin, the one who sits around eating too much rubbish, drinking too much cola and "grape juice", not exercising, taking the bus to work instead of walking....I could go on, but I won't. I'll only depress myself.

So I've decided, starting today, to draw up a six week fitness plan, listing achievable goals and trying to get the old Laura back, the one who actually can achieve something when she puts her mind to it. A bit like my old "Slim for Sweden" plan, only there's no Sweden at the end of it :(

There will be a summer holiday though, somewhere, announcement coming soon!

Of course there are other bits to it too: earlier nights during the working week, and spending less time on the computer = so no late night blogging from Monday to Friday then!!

Worn out.

Today: painting. Lots of it.

Me shattered.

Now going for a well-earned bath.

Anyway I'm very busy at home at the moment so there probably won't be too much blogging this week.

:(

oooh it's exciting!

I didn't realise I could get so excited about housework, but Saturday was one of those days when all those outstanding jobs came up, tapped me on the shoulder and said...."how about it??"

So after an early-morning burst of retail therapy and the rush for the new Argos catalogue (yes my life is that exciting) it was off to the garden to cut down trees, hedges, pull up stubborn weeds and do a few things in the house too.

And then tonight I relaxed.

Now I'll need to get on my time-management tomorrow, and work out how I'm going to fit in all those leftover summer-rewind blog posts, amid Sunday cleaning/hair colouring/ironing etc etc, oh the joys....

When life gives you carrots, make carrot and coriander soup

Cuddles is still around, although we are no longer feeding her, on the advice of the animal welfare people. Haven't had too much blog-time in recent days but I'm hoping to post more pictures of her on here at the weekend.

Question: what do you do with a carrot-surplus? Answer: make carrot and coriander soup, which I haven't done for a while. I made some last night and had it for lunch at work 15 minutes ago. Very nice too. I like to add crushed black peppercorns to give it a bit of a kick.

Rabbits, ringtones and other random stuff

Having formed such a bond with Cuddles over the past 8 days, both my mum and I now admit that we have to let go. She is not a pet after all; she is a wild rabbit and we can only hope that if and when she leaves us (most likely soon), that she move on to a place where she is happy and free to roam.

I seem to have discovered a previously hidden talent for producing made-to-order ringtones. Having done one for my own phone (this is going to be a really difficult guess, right? Clue: "I was aiming for the sky") I did one for my friend at work who wanted a specific song which was in the charts a couple of years ago, and she's very happy with it. Just call me Jamster. Only without the Crazy Frog. Brrrrr-ding-ding-ding...aha happy memories - NOT!

The diet, or whatever you call it, has completely gone off the rails this week. With about 8 weeks to go until our as yet undecided summer holiday, I still haven't given up hope. Will need to get a grip. You can tell how committed I am at the moment, so committed that I went out with faithful travelling companion to our fave local Cantonese restaurant.

The weather - everyone's favourite conversation topic - has been depressingly wet for the last couple of weeks, just call it monsoon season. The shops are still full of summer clothes, but you wonder what's the point of buying them when you're probably only going to wear them for one week on a summer holiday abroad? Thus I have hit on a credit-crunching solution. If I go to a hot country in September, as is likely, I will wear last year's summer holiday clothes, which have been unworn since last summer's holiday. And the ones from two years ago, and so on. Because I haven't seen anything in the shops which I like better than what is already in my wardrobe.

Although I don't like the winter weather, I love winter fashion more than summer clothes. I love coats and boots and winter hats and scarves and big cosy cardigans....can't really say the same for short shorts and vest tops. Or the ultimate summer wear for that matter: an anorak.

Cuddles.

Hoppy has now been renamed Cuddles, as of yesterday.

Yes she is still with us, and enjoying the carrot-feast that we've been providing over recent days. She has also benefitted from the non-stop torrential rain of the last few days, as I haven't been able to cut the grass, therefore there's lots more weeds for her to munch on :)

I've taken a few more photos which I'll try and post in the next couple of days if I've got time.

Hoppy.

We got a new friend today. This morning my mum was looking out of the window into the back garden and spotted a little mocha-coloured rabbit, sitting in the grass, chewing away.

It wasn't long before I got my first sighting of this lovely little rabbit, which we think is a girl, and we named her Hoppy.

We don't know if she's a domestic pet or something wilder....one thing's for sure, we've completely fallen in love with our new little friend.

I hope we see her again soon...

Ten items or less

Would one of these items be a moose, perhaps?

Found this today: the supermarket shoppers of Kongsvinger in Norway got a bit more than they bargained for....check out http://www.nrk.no/nyheter/distrikt/hedmark_og_oppland/1.7208584 for video evidence!!

Bastille Day Boules Tournament

OK I know it's not Bastille Day yet (2 days to go!) but one of our little annual rituals is the Bastille Day Boules Tournament, an indoor event in which faithful travelling companion and myself compete to see who's best at mini-boules. As you do. We usually hold this event on or near 14th July every year, so tonight it was time for this year's contest!

It's been going on for a few years now but I can't remember ever mentioning it on the blog, so I thought it was about time too. For the past year I've been the reigning champion which has meant lots of gloating etc etc but my reign sadly came to an end tonight :( oh well same time next year eh!!

Musical accompaniment for this evening: Johnny Hallyday's "Sang Pour Sang" CD, which still sounds excellent even after 10 years in our respective record collections.

On the up.

In just under two hours the World Cup final will be starting: Holland v Spain, soundtracked by an orchestra of vuvuzelas....I'm going to miss vuvuzelas. Everyone hates them, but I actually quite like them. That seems to be the story of my life: I get on well with some people that others hate, I like music that others hate, and I like vuvuzelas. Probably because they appeal to my juvenile sense of humour: listening to a football match is like a whole stadium of people all breaking wind at once. Just as well it's not smell-o-vision.

Since the World Cup started, I've been parked in front of the TV most nights watching football, gorging on nibbles, and getting so fat that I'll soon be a prime candidate for a Channel 5 shock-doc. This also coincided with a period of extreme chronic back pain which meant I couldn't exercise, and a period of extreme stress which I decided to address by...comfort eating.

So now that the World Cup is over, there are no more excuses. Tomorrow the new regime starts, and this time I mean it!! Exercise, careful eating and staying focused - that's the plan.

I'm also quite excited by my return to full-time blogging next week :)

Same old, but that's ok

Weight stayed the same this week, didn't lose but didn't gain either.

Quite happy with that, after the three lunches and the comfort eating binge.

Back in the zone next week....

The summer of limited blogging, disappointing football and hating my hair

July already. Recent weeks have been very nice, weather-wise, you could almost call it a summer. And it even feels more like summer when you get the chance to get out of town and get down to the seaside, as I did yesterday (along with faithful travelling companion of course).



I've rediscovered Sunshimmer by Rimmel lately, which is a joy for someone like me who could very easily get mistaken for a milk bottle in an identity parade, and is the ideal short-term solution to avoiding fake tan disasters.

Putting EuropeCrazy (the blog) on hold for a few weeks (all things being well, it's back on 19th July) has allowed me to concentrate on some stuff at home - mainly decluttering, nothing too exciting - as well as the daily ritual of watching the World Cup, which has been one massive anti-climax so far. Although having said that, we've missed the football over the last couple of nights....normal service resumes tomorrow. And then it will be time for my favourite sporting event of the year: Le Tour, which begins on Saturday.

Happy summer things aside, I'm going through a lot of stress right now. (I'll give you a clue: in the work/life balance, it's not the life bit) On the one hand, I'm trying to get fit to deal better with it all, on the other hand I have completely crashed into a phase of comfort eating. You can't win :( But I am still very thankful that I have a job at all, in this current climate. And in spite of everything, I do like my job, and I work beside lots of lovely people too.

The thing I really hate at the moment is my hair. You can tell I'm not any happier with it since it was cut a few weeks ago. As time goes on it's beginning to resemble a bad footballer's mullet. *Stands in front of mirror and recites 'it will grow back.....it will grow back...."*

Result!

Week 2 of my 12 week fitness plan has come and gone, and incredibly I lost 2lbs this week. I say 'incredibly' as I didn't put so much hard work into it as last week, but I've still been good and resisted a lot of temptation.

Next week won't be so easy as between now and next Friday there will be three lunches, so I'll need to up the exercise quota. Getting there slowly: the power-crawl to work is on its way to becoming a power-walk again. Also my back injury is easing off a bit, which is good.

(almost) the longest day

Technically I shouldn't really be here, as EuropeCrazy and the Ramblings are "on a break" as they say, but what the heck...

Weather: it's been nice and dry and warm of late. That's all very well, but it means that we are treated to the sight of sunburnt men with bellies the likes of which were last seen in a labour ward.

Weight: I can't really speak about anyone's weight at the moment. The fact remains that I've gained half a stone and become significantly fatter since falling off the wagon at the end of March. So I started another '12 week plan' last week and have lost 1lb so far after a week's hard work and good behaviour.

Travel: the summer holiday 2010 discussions haven't started yet, but will start soon. At the moment I don't know where we'll end up!

Footie: The World Cup's been on for just over a week and I'm still waiting for it to come to life, as it's all been pretty uninspiring so far IMHO. There's been more attention paid to the aural torment of the vuvuzelas, which says a lot about the quality of the football on the pitch. Even the big guns are too inconsistent. And even the eye candy is disappointing :( Still hoping that Argentina win it.

But the worst thing of all = talentless morons masquerading as TV pundits. For everything of course, there's a Facebook group...http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=56636721228

Hacked off...

...my hair, that is. Yes, lots of my lovely long hair is gone after this morning's trip to the salon...got 3"" off the length, and there are now lots of choppy layers.

Maybe a bit too short for now, but it will grow out and that's when I become really happy with it.
Now off out again for retail therapy. The sun is shining, the weather is warm.....summer is here again (ok we've had three days of it, which is usually as much as we can expect)

EDIT 4.35 PM: Matalan was pretty rewarding, although one of these days I'll actually try on a sun-dress which is more flattering than all the ones around at the moment which make me look even fatter than I am already :(

That nice work-related thing

Which I can't really go into detail about, suffice to say that I was rewarded by the big bosses for a big piece of work which I did last year. I attended the presentation yesterday, at which I didn't know till then that I would have to give a little description of this work, to all the other recipients. Unfortunately brain and mouth were in separate universes yesterday and I was completely unprepared, so in "Come Dine With Me" style I'm only going to give myself about 4 out of 10 for this one :(

Still that doesn't matter - what does matter is that it's nice to get the recognition and be rewarded for your efforts.

Food, fitness and finding the way back

Off to our favourite local Indian restaurant tonight with faithful travelling companion. Both of us have not been looking after ourselves of late, and our fitness levels have dropped and our waistlines expanded :( anyway tonight was another descent down the slippery slope.

The good thing though is that tomorrow is a new day and it's a fresh start. Lately of course I've been laid low with some rather horrible back pain which has completely affected my ability to exercise at any level, but the last time this happened I actually found that the exercise helped, so hopefully it'll be the same this time. I've been a bit below par mentally, physically and emotionally over the last couple of weeks, so need to give myself a shake. Haven't even had the enthusiasm or the time to blog so much - I will catch up though :)

Anyway...summer came back again today after a week of relatively cool temperatures and horrible torrential rain yesterday, so it's an extra incentive to get back on track to get into those summer clothes!

Tapas

Off to the big city on Saturday for lunch and retail therapy with faithful travelling companion. Lunch meant tapas at La Tasca. Just realised that we have been going there for the past 9 years (gosh I feel old...!) anyway I haven't mentioned this on the blog before now so I thought it was about time I mentioned it. We are well and truly La Tasca addicts. The ambience is second to none, and for that hour or two you are transported from the dreary British clouds and rain to the Spanish sunshine, where the party vibe never ends. And why not? I thought I'd post a picture of La Tasca's Patatas Bravas, in my never-ending attempt to get into Blogs of Note (ha ha)

Weight-watching, Spring/Summer 2010: Week 1

It's all good :))

I lost 1 lb after just 5 days of careful eating, drinking water, eating fruit and abstaining from eating rubbish.

So well done me :D anyway it's been pretty difficult of late to get into a dieting/exercise regime due to my sore back/coccyx problem, so I suppose I did alright on my first week of my latest 12-week plan. 11 weeks to go....

Damage limitation twenty-ten

Feeling a bit irritable and argumentative tonight for some reason, I think it may be the stifling heat (yes you heard right) at EuropeCrazy HQ which has worn me down since my return from (cooler) Bratislava. Unfortunately all my horrible sinus problems have returned too :(

And if that's not enough, I stepped on the scales and discovered the full horror of the last eight weeks "Binge for Britain" which followed hot on the heels of "Slim For Sweden". Basically I spent eight weeks off the rails, and now I have to start paying. In sweat :(

So it was off to the garden for another instalment of damage limitation, 2010 style - I wouldn't call it gardening as it doesn't really deserve that term. Hopefully I've shifted an ounce or two today?? I'm not too worried though as I'm setting another realistic and achievable target to aim for - my summer holiday in mid-September, the planning and booking of which will be left to the last possible minute in case the ash cloud makes a comeback.

Anyway despite all of the above it was a good day today, and one particularly nice work-related thing happened, which gave me a much-needed boost.

Back.

Yes I made it to Bratislava.

And now I'm home. And feeling very, very, very tired today even though it wasn't really a tiring holiday.

As usual, there will be a review over at EuropeCrazy, but probably not until this time next week as it's Eurovision week and my attention will be elsewhere, I guess.

Back to work tomorrow :( but it's only a four day week so it shouldn't be too painful.

When will it all end?

Volcanic ash from Iceland is (allegedly) back, there's a risk of airports/British airspace (allegedly) closing over the next 3-4 days.

I'm going on holiday to Bratislava (allegedly) this coming Monday, this of course after the rescheduling of my previous holiday (two weeks ago) due to the threat of volcanic ash. So at the moment I am seriously p****d off at the realistic threat of a possible, proper cancellation. My sympathies are with everyone else who's been through the whole mess.

Being totally philosophical though, it's only a holiday, not a matter of life or death or anything. And at least I got over to Sweden a few weeks ago, for the holiday that really mattered :)))

Bank holiday weekend

Being a creature of habit, tonight would normally be the night before I head off to some European city for a short spring break with faithful travelling companion. Only this year it's not, therefore I can chill out and enjoy the long weekend instead.

After an uncharacteristic burst of energy earlier today, which went on some long-overdue housework stuff, I'm now back into lazy Sunday mode and the best part is, I don't have the "Sunday night feeling".

To whoever invented bank holiday weekends, I say, 'thank you'. Now if we only had some decent weather to go with it, instead of the never-ending clouds and rain we have to put up with :(

Three blogs and a Twitter

Being the mother of three blogs continues to be a challenge. The first-born continues to be barely maintained, which continues to cause me some grief; the middle child continues to be favoured and will be for the foreseeable future; and I'm just using the youngest to vent, and write about rubbish :)

Anyway, 2 May 2010 is my first Twitterversary = one year ago I joined Twitter, at 3.29 pm to be precise. At which time I was unwinding from pre-Düsseldorf preparations and watching the world snooker. So we come full circle. Back then it was red wine, iTunes, snacking, listening to Salem, blogging and tweeting. Nothing changes.

If I'm honest I don't tweet anywhere near my full potential, and just tend to use it for random nonsense and my endless quest for world domination for Salem. Which is a valid enough reason, I guess.

What will transpire over the tweeting-year ahead? Who knows? That's what makes it all so wonderful.

The World Cup....of crisps :D

The launch of a new series of crisp flavours by Walkers (the "Walkers Flavour Cup") is not good news for anyone trying to shift a few pounds, but as I'm going through a 'phase' at the moment when all my good work has completely gone to waste, I just had to try them in the interests of blog research :)

If you remember, Walkers previously tried this kind of new flavour thing a while back (which I also blogged about on here). Looking back, the flavours were all pretty vile really and none of them caught on. At least the new batch are much more agreeable, the ones I've tasted anyway, although some of them are hard to distinguish from each other. I may be a non beef eater but I do like beefy crisps though, so the Argentinian and English flavours are probably doing it for me.

But being EuropeCrazy after all, I'm also partial to a bit of German Sausage - "ooh er missus!!"

Haven't plucked up the courage to try Aussie BBQ Kangaroo yet though :)))

Bigger.

I finally plucked up the courage to weigh myself after four weeks of off-the-rails eating-rubbish-for-Britain.

Three pounds on. It doesn't sound that much, but I've ballooned.

In the immortal words of those philosophers The Divine Comedy, "it's hard to get by, when your a*se is the size of a small countreeeeeeee".

Mine is the size of Outer Mongolia :( diet starts again next Tuesday...

Saturday.

Which meant some long-overdue retail therapy in the big city, with faithful travelling companion. (And I wondered....why do you run out of all your cosmetics/toiletries at the same time??)

Nice Italian lunch, very agreeable vegetarian lasagne :) however on the down side, one of our favourite branches of Caffe Nero is closing. Really sad about this as it was one of the few coffee shops you could be guaranteed a seat in....maybe that's why it's closing I guess??

Tonight just chilled out with a mixture of "Who Dares Wins" and my weekly revisiting of "Phoenix Nights" - now onto series 2. Classic stuff.

And finally, all hail Morrisons Cheese & Onion Potato Skins, for they are truly wonderful ;)

Bratislava bound!!

Yes we are going to Bratislava in three and a bit weeks :))

Holiday Update!

I'm no longer going away on 3rd May and have decided to change my spring-break week to w/c 17th May, thus avoiding post-volcanic chaos for a little while....

Feeling quite happy today

You can tell how thrilling my life is at the moment, when I actually get excited about moving to a bigger desk at work! First day in the new (old) office and I just loved everything about it. Sitting right beside the window, with the blinds open - which is just perfect conditions for a long-time SAD sufferer :) and yes, that big desk is an ergonomic, spacious joy,with no more risk of smashing your knee to pieces every time you swivel round (unlike the last desk!!)

The work may not have changed, but after day 1, the verdict is: it's good to be home.

Volcanic ash cloud continues to spread :(

After last week's eruption in Iceland, the volcanic ash cloud continues to spread across Europe with no sign of abating : http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/europe/8627720.stm

With the closure of airspace all over Europe, and the uncertainty of when things will be back to normal, we decided not to book our spring break (due to depart two weeks from tomorrow) until we know what's happening.

Watch this space...

Needless to say the havoc created by the closure of airspace all over Europe has caused tempers to rise, and of course it has also created an unlikely internet celebrity - the "I Hate Iceland" guy from Edinburgh Airport :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34mHZgP9vkc

A significant day tomorrow

Some things which will make tomorrow just slightly more significant than the usual Friday...

At work, it's our section's last day in our current office within the building....for we are moving to another office along the corridor, which takes us full circle as we're going back into what was our original room when we moved into our current premises 11 years ago. I am the only original member left from that "class of 1999" and in a way it feels like going back home again...fingers crossed it will all go smoothly.

16th April is also a very special date for me and faithful travelling companion: it's the anniversary of when he asked me out for the first time. I won't tell you how long ago it was :) but of course this marked the beginning of a long, happy and very successful (if highly unconventional!) relationship which continues to this day.

However, there will be no fancy celebratory dinners tomorrow night because we've got work to do. Booking a spring break to be precise: we've reached our decision, just a couple of little things to clarify and hopefully it should be done and dusted tomorrow night!

Got a new obsession...!

I know I'm probably about 3 years behind everyone else but last night I finally discovered Google Street View. Within about 5 minutes I was obsessed with it. Now my mum's obsessed with it too - we can't wait for our next "virtual tour".

Sunshine! (Part 2)

Two dry, sunny days in a row. We're definitely not used to it :)

Unfortunately this was enough to bring out all the summer-fashion-casualties whom I witnessed whilst out shopping at lunchtime. It was enough to make me bring up my lentil soup, and bearing in mind that I wasn't feeling too great again today, then that wouldn't have taken much!

Not really much to report otherwise...I'm still having a bit of a job adjusting back into reality after my Swedish trip. Reality pretty much sucks actually, it's boring me right now, and I can't be bothered with it. I treasure my nightly escape into blog-land....

Sunshine!

I'd forgotten what a blue sky or sunshine actually looked like after all these months of snow and rain! Yes the sun is shining, the sky is blue and I've been overwhelmed to turn my blog from withered brown to bright green as a celebration of spring. But, like the weather, it's subject to change. I'd actually been experimenting with new, non-Blogger-supplied templates today but it was all too complicated so it was back to something I felt more comfortable with.

It's been a nice weekend and the good news is that it's set to continue.

Holiday-planning is still ongoing, and there should be an announcement by the end of the coming week. The previous front-runner has now been overtaken by another front-runner!

Got lots of other things to do this week so there will be minimal blogging.

See ya!

Woo-freakin'-hoo.

So there's gonna be a general election in 4 weeks time. Which is a good cue to switch off every news programme on TV for the next 4 weeks. Because after just one day's coverage I feel as if I've been beaten senseless by political pundits who would win a gold medal if speculation was ever to become an Olympic sport.

Yet despite my increasing political apathy I have always voted since I was 18 years old, never missed a single election, even those boring council polls where about only 15 people turn up to vote (yes, I was one of that 15, my mum was yet another). So once again I will do my duty, and even if none of them reflect my political views any more, I will still cast my vote regardless :)

Still in search of va-va-voom.

It would appear that my 'get up and go' has 'got up and gone', and it's taking a while for me to get back to feeling ok again - I'm still tired and sleepy, lacking in energy, and completely uninspired by yet another day of torrential rain and high winds.

My mum's still not feeling well either at the moment and that's getting me down too :(

Anyway I managed to summon up enough energy today to do the annual alphabeticising of my CD collection. Which apparently is one of the danger signs of being an obsessive-compulsive control freak. Hmm. Yes I'll admit to being a control freak, which can be my downfall at times. But obsessive-compulsive....nope. I haven't reached that stage yet: I'm far too messy :)

Zzzzzzz....

There is this contrast going on at the moment: the previous post covered my state of mind, this one covers my current state of health.

So here I am, the night before the Easter holiday long-weekend. I'm lucky enough to be off work tomorrow and Monday. I should be feeling full of beans but quite frankly I'm not. Like everyone around me, I fell victim to that viral-infection-thingy-with-no-name at the beginning of last week (severe headaches/high temperatures/persistent cough), thankfully I didn't get the version with the added sickness, which my mum got.

Anyway I recovered in time for Sweden, however since coming back I seem to have been hit with a post-viral bout of fatigue and a general flatness and my face isn't chalk white anymore, it's grey :(

All of this has not been helped by three days of weather misery: torrential rain, snow, sleet and unrelenting cold. However I'm not going to let it get me down and am planning lots of nice retail therapy tomorrow and Saturday, along with copious amounts of blogging, red wine and nibbles over the weekend.

Have a happy Easter y'all !!!!

Trying to re-adjust to reality, but failing miserably

Sorry but can I just stay in my little bubble of happiness for a while yet? I am still on this incredible euphoric high after last weekend, and would be quite happy to feel this way forever. Life is just an irritating little intrusion at the moment and I can't really be bothered with the mundane stuff. Like work, and housework, and...stuff.

Would be very happy to devote my life to flying back and forward to Sweden and taking in every Salem Al Fakir concert ever. I can dream can't I..... :))

Ra ra ah-ah-ah, roma, ah-ah-ah...

Sorry, just listening to "Bad Romance", I am obsessed by that song and I've now got it as a calendar-reminder on my phone too....

Anyway I digress. This will be my last random-ramble before going to Sweden tomorrow. I'm planning to update Planet Salem from an internet cafe while I'm there though (fingers crossed) and will be back here either on Sunday night or definitely at some point on Monday.

See you all soon....

I gotta feeling...

That Friday night's gonna be a good good night!

I'm flying over to Gothenburg on Thursday, going to Salem Al Fakir's concert on Friday, can't wait, too excited to put it into words :) anyway it will be good to be back in Sweden again - record shops, meatballs, Swedish cider-tasting.....it's all good.

Now all I have to do is recover from whatever is wrong with me, it's not really a cold or a flu but it's been pretty horrible today although feeling a wee bit better tonight....anyway I've taken enough Strepsils and Co-codamol for one day, so I'm off to bed in a few minutes. "1000 Miles" by H.E.A.T. is playing on Rix FM at the moment so I'll listen to that first, it always reminds me of m Gothenburg trip from 11 months ago :)

Bad timing :(

Feeling pretty unwell today, nasty cough has developed over the last 12 hours into a general feeling of yuckiness, which I could do without so near to my holiday.

At work just now....hoping today goes in quickly and I'll get some rest tonight.

And as if that wasn't enough I had a freaky fall at home last night. Result = two cut knees and a badly bruised foot :(

Bullseye!

I hit my mini-target weight today! I'd set myself this little goal to reach the same weight I was when I went over to Sweden last year, so needless to say I'm chuffed to bits today :)

Can you be calm and hyper at once?

That's how I feel at the minute, with 10 days to go. I haven't really got my control-freak tendency into gear yet, so it's probably time I got into list-making mode and decide what clothes, make-up etc that I'm taking to Gothenburg with me.

The other dilemma: black nail polish or fake French manicured nails? Black is winning at the moment.

Really want to wear the new boots to Gothenburg too, but will have to break them in beforehand.

Having a nice relaxing night, still got all those Sanctuary spa goodies left over from Christmas so I've been treating myself to a nice little pampering session :)

But on the other hand I'm extremely hyper now, as my holiday's getting closer...I've also been on best diet-and-exercise behaviour today, which is more than can be said for the weekend...!

Retail therapy!!!

Other things happened on Saturday 13.03.10 too....

I didn't realise it would be so difficult getting my hands on a bag for my big 17" widescreen laptop, but happily I found one at last - an affordable one too, even better.

Which left me more cash to splash on a nice new flowery-patterned long top (short dress?) and I finally tracked down those elusive black quilted patent leather boots which I've dreamed of owning for so long.. if you want to see what they look like, check out http://www.quizclothing.co.uk/footwear/2205009818.html

Who ate all the pies?

Inevitably the good run had to end: I gained 1 lb this week, which has ever so slightly jeopardised my grand plan to reach my mini-target.

But never fear! There's always next week. When it will be time for

DRASTIC MEASURES!! (well, a bit more effort anyway)

Some thoughts from today

It started off very badly with a recurring household repair/emergency resulting in me having to take a day off work, but at least I tried to make the best of my sitting-around-waiting time by continuing to learn new wonderful things about my new(ish) phone, and continuing to catch up with my Winter Olympics backlog (only a week of it still to watch - that's the worst of living in a different time zone)

And still in gadgets-ville, some good news: last weekend I made the decision to buy a new computer - a laptop - replacing my trusty but now failing desktop dinosaur (born 2001, and soon to depart 2010). After much deliberation and comparing which resulted in my eyes almost popping out my head last night, the decision was made to go for a state of the art futureproof model - which presumably means that it won't become obsolete until, ooh, at least April 2010.

Anyway it's due to arrive tomorrow!

So I probably won't be around too much in the next few days as I'll be bonding with the new arrival, installing programs, getting my internet up and running and the like...between now and Friday I'll probably do most of my blogging and tweeting from work.

Same old

...which is actually quite good. My weight stayed the same this week, which is kind of inexplicable considering I had a week off my efforts to lose weight, and which weren't helped any by a couple of things: going out for a lovely three course dinner on Tuesday night with faithful travellling companion before an equally lovely theatre show, and working late a couple of nights therefore I didn't fit the post-work exercise session in.

Four weeks till Sweden, and normal service will be resumed on Monday with water, walking, Weight Watchers soup, more exercise, and discipline, discipline, discipline.

Off tomorrow for some retail therapy, which should provide some more motivation ha ha :)

Stress, sick computers and Swedish stuff

That kind of sums up my life at the minute.

There are not enough hours in the day: I am, officially, stressed out.

Then there is the small matter of my old geriatric home computer not working properly. The internet is hanging by a thread but a combination of haywire-drivers and a load of little problems all turning into one big problem means only one thing...a reformat could be on the cards. On the plus side, at least I've backed up everything on the external drive - but on the down side it means I'll lose all my updated programs and (sob) iTunes which will need reinstalled.

Bit of deja vu now: as with almost the same time last year, my firstborn blog EuropeCrazy is running on a very limited service at the moment as everything is being concentrated on Planet Salem for the foreseeable future (well, the next 4-5 weeks in any case). Normal service will be resumed at some point, I've got a big backlog of old posts which I'm going to publish at some point, I just don't know when.

And I've now got an Olympics backlog to watch!

Bear with me ;)

Weight-watching update

Another Friday, another weigh-in...and another pound off. Yay!!!!

My "Slim for Sweden" campaign is really getting results now and heading in the right direction as I get closer to my mini-target with five weeks to go. Just one thing though: why is it that the weight still doesn't fall off the bits you want it to, and vice versa? Still, I'm very happy today :))

At least we're spared....

...the annual ludicrous ritual of overpriced bouquets of flowers being delivered to the workplace to very insecure people so that they can boast that they are loved "this much" and you, well, aren't. Little do they know how pathetic it all is :) If Valentine's Day has to exist at all, then Sunday is probably the best day for it I guess.

The unconventional nature of my long-term relationship means that I won't actually see faithful travelling companion today, but we did exchange cards, our one concession to commercialism.

Friday

Seeing a lot less of me: six and a half inches less in the last six weeks to be precise. Weight loss is nice, but this is even nicer. After feeling totally rubbish yesterday (which I can only attribute to Wednesday night's meal, sad to say, as there are no other explanations), I felt good today. And I was off work. And I went to the big city with faithful travelling companion, who annually commemorates his birthday with a few days off work. Nice. Which explains why I'm not hanging out with him tonight, and therefore blogging instead.

Think I may be having a midlife crisis, as my skirts are getting shorter, although still dignified enough not to look completely mutton/lamb ridiculous. (I think)

What if you win, wouldn't it be weird? OK I know this is not the place for it, but I keep reliving last week's Melodifestivalen over and over again, in a Groundhog Day-style repeat. I had a dream last night that you-know-who won Melodifestivalen, and several weeks down the line there are millions of people all over the world watching him destroy the opposition at Eurovision, and in one fell swoop, the job is done, and all my campaigning since 2007 is justified. Voila! The arrival of, potentially, a worldwide star. It can be done.

Tomorrow? Got a free day. Not shopping, not hanging out anywhere with anyone. Will make effort to do some worthwhile stuff at home. But Winter Olympics in Vancouver starting, so may put life on hold for the foreseeable future. Still hate curling though.

We're gonna party like it's your birthday

Well, maybe not quite, but a night out at our favourite local Indian restaurant was a more than agreeable way to spend the evening with faithful travelling companion, to celebrate his birthday today.

Which was rather lovely. What probably won't be lovely for my work colleagues tomorrow will be the lingering aroma of garlic, leaking from every pore of my body :)

Red sky at night / The joy of blogging

It was probably one of those occasions when I should have taken a photo on my all-singing all-dancing new phone, but instead I was too busy rushing down the road on my way home from work. It's a joy to be coming home in daylight (well, almost dusk) instead of darkness. Anyway I looked up at the sky and I was captivated for a moment by the clouds, which looked like grey waves lapping against the shore, and there was a little red border around each one. And no before you ask, I haven't been on the sherry trifles, but sometimes the strangest little freaks of nature just stop you in your tracks and that's what happened early this evening.

Busy but happy times at the moment. I know that blogging is only a hobby and probably shouldn't mean too much in the grand scheme of things, but it has opened up a whole exciting world for me and brought me a lot of happiness. The last week has particularly been wonderful and incredibly surreal: due to Salem's appearance in Melodifestivalen, this resulted in record visiting figures to Planet Salem since Saturday. It's delightful when you realise that other people are reading a blog which you initially started for your own interest - whether it's one person or a thousand. It's not an ego thing, but the joy of realising that other people like the same things that you do, and you're not really alone in your interest after all. Life, once again, is good.

The diet's about to take a hammering this week though, thanks to the double-whammy of faithful travelling companion's birthday tomorrow (and the resulting dinner at our fave local Indian eaterie) and then I'm taking a day off work on Friday and hanging out with him in the big city. Which of course means lunch.

It's only a minor blip though: I'm now into an exercise routine and also walking to and from work again!

So what's been happening in the life thing then???

Sunday: sickness bug. Not good, day ruined :(

Monday: training. Not delivering it this time, but on the receiving end. Very productive.

Tuesday-Friday: Catch-up / major work stress :(

Friday: Weight loss: 1 lb (add to previous week's 2 lb weight loss: it's all going well)

Saturday: Housework / wallpapering / Melodifestivalen = taking relentless happiness to a whole new level and the realisation that this blogging thing truly changes your life after all :)))

In it for the long haul

In "The Virtual Revolution", a documentary about the history of the internet screened on BBC2 in Saturday night, it was claimed that 90% of all the new blogs created since 2002 are now dormant.

I think that's quite sad really, although understandable in a way. It's a very time-consuming hobby(although ultimately rewarding, well for me anyway) but I think it's something you should stick with, life permitting.

Now all I need is the spare time to keep them all going :)

Well this has just been one exciting week!

Got the training out of the way, which went well.

Then it was on to the real serious stuff - booking my trip to Gothenburg in 8 weeks time to go over and see Salem in concert. There were a couple of snags/hitches to begin with, but everything went well and I've now got flights, hotel and concert tickets booked!

Ironically, this happened on the same day as the announcement of Salem's new album being released so Wednesday was such an exciting day!!

After weeks of reckless gorging I've decided to lose a bit of weight and have been good this week. Result this morning = 2 lbs lost. Which may not be much for some people but that's major for me.

And I'm getting my (very long) hair cut tomorrow.

Good times :)))

It's not that it's easy, we just make it look that way

Been feeling a bit more tense than usual of late. Among other things, the time has come again for me to tutor another training course tomorrow and my stomach feels as if it's tied in triple-knots at the thought of standing up and delivering a course to a large group of people, only a couple of whom I know. The hardest thing about all this for me is the time-management aspect, trying to fit it in with what is a very stressful time workwise at the moment. Oh and the other tough bit is slotting all the course content into reasonable timeslots over the two days. It may look easy but there's a lot of work goes into it to make the event run smoothly.

My heightened state of agitation has had an impact on my relationships with my closest loved ones: I wouldn't want to hang out with me at the moment, I'm even getting on my own nerves. Got some other potentially stressful stuff over the next week and then things should hopefully be easing off a little.

Stuff worth looking forward to: the Planet Salem Gothenburg 2010 Adventure.

Only eight weeks to go!! Planning is underway but it's already hit a slight snag which I really hope can be resolved as I want to get everything booked before this week is over. And if it all works out I'll be so excited that I'll probably burst. Which would probably save me having to crash-diet :)